Once again I have proven that pissing people off and fucking everything up is all I’m good at
But I don’t want change.
Change is exactly what is wrong.
Everything I found comfort in is now causing me distress.
All my safe spaces that helped me feel calm after all the stress of life are falling apart.
I don’t feel comfortable with anyone anywhere.
I don’t even feel like I belong or fit in with anyone anywhere
I just feel like I’m violently decaying from the inside out and it’s so disgusting
I’m so disgusting
No noooooo no no no
It’s not working fast enough
I don’t want to cry no I don’t need this
I should e fine now but I’m not.
My PMS should have stopped but my emotions still feel??? ???
When they feel at all that is.
I hope my medication kicks in soon I need to stop caring.
closes eyes tightly I just want cute pictures of chubby Henrietta I am suffering